As our prophetic journey unfolds, the enemy will attack us in the very area of our identity and destiny.
And sometimes, the very ones who should have been our protectors are the ones who have inflicted great pain.
If you can identify with that, Jesus wants you to know that your greatest encounter with Him is just ahead.
- You are right on time for a heavenly appointment.
- You will fulfil your calling
And you will lead many into a first-love encounter with Jesus (Rev 2:4). You will be known for revival.
Wounded in the Pursuit of Love
In Song of Songs chapter 5, we find the Shulamite in pursuit of her Beloved. Searching for him has taken her away from her bed, and out into the streets at night.
She is seeking the one who sought her first.
The Shulamite comes across a group of watchmen; night police and keepers of the city walls.
Their role is to look out for the residents of the city and their safety. They are employed as guardians and yet are perpetrators of the very evil they are supposed to be protecting her from.
‘The watchmen found me as they made their rounds in the city. They beat me, they bruised me; they took away my cloak, those watchmen of the walls!’ (Song of Songs 5:7 NIV)
They Held a Position of Trust
The Shulamite’s encounter with the abusive watchmen is a picture of those who are meant to be our protectors—and yet, one or more of them has hurt us along the way.
It may have been a parent, loved one; an overseer, a financial or medical advisor, a spiritual leader, or boss. It may have been someone in our own employ, ministry, or church.
They held a position of trust.
But instead of shielding us, they stripped away our covering, leaving us hurt and wounded.
If you can relate to this, the Holy Spirit is ministering healing to you through God’s Word. Jesus is wooing the wounded.
You didn’t expect the attack from that direction and it rocked you. But it couldn’t rob you of your resolve to pursue God’s Presence. And you kept going.
Now, you are emerging stronger and brighter. You are assured of your value; unwavering in your pursuit.
The residue of pain and shame is falling away, as you realize you are loved and desired by God! The King of the universe knows and calls you by name.
Hear Him say, ‘You are My beloved’.
Your Testimony is Being Revealed
“Nevertheless, make me this promise, you brides-to-be: if you find my beloved one, please tell him I endured all travails for him. I’ve been pierced through by love, and I will not be turned aside!” (Song of Songs 5:8 TPT)
The Scripture does not make light of the Shulamite’s wounds. The account is raw and honest. Yet still she continues to seek the one she loves—and adjures her friends to seek him too.
This is the very point at which those looking express utter amazement at how greatly she adores her Beloved!
‘How is your beloved better than others, most beautiful of women? How is your beloved better than others, that you so charge us?’ (Song of Songs 5:9 NIV)
Neither broken trust, nor the abuse of others, can hinder you from your life’s greatest calling—your love relationship with Jesus.
Your most powerful testimony is being revealed. The attention of many is going to be arrested by your tenacity and your love for God.
Now, the Song of Songs is about to reach its crescendo. The Shulamite will know her Beloved as never before.
Once Burned, but Now Emerging Glorious
This is not the first contemplation of the Shulamite’s trials.
As the Song of Songs begins, she tells us that her brothers—who should have been her caretakers—treated her harshly. They made her work without relief.
‘Do not stare at me because I am dark, because I am darkened by the sun. My mother’s sons were angry with me and made me take care of the vineyards; my own vineyard I had to neglect.’ (Song of Songs 1:6 NIV)
- She feels the stares of those looking at her with a critical eye
We read honesty, authenticity and courage. The past has left its mark, but her history will not keep her from her destiny.
She has been emotionally bruised; her self-esteem has been dented by those in her own family. And so, she withdraws.
But the call of the Beloved reaches her.
“Come out from your place of hiding! Let me hear your voice! How I long for you to be fully mine.”
“The shadows of the past are falling away as you come into the brightness of my new day” (See Song of Songs chapter 2).
Your Love is a Testimony
Are you recovering from weariness or burnout?
You are about to receive a greater revelation of God’s love for you, and your value to Him, than you have ever experienced before.
Just as the Shulamite found the gardens of her Beloved, you are discovering the intimate place of God’s Presence.
The pursuit is worth it.
You are emerging stronger, brighter, wiser.
And your story will stand forever, evidenced in the many others who have been won by your example of love.
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Helen Calder is a prophetic minister and writer, and founder of Enliven Ministries. Helen has a unique gift of equipping in prophetic ministry and prayer. She is known for Enliven Blog (est. 2009), an online resource that reaches thousands of people globally.

Hello Helen,
Its so powerful prophecy just for me. I’m an outcast rejected with my own family members and was wounded badly when i ran for rescue to those who are call by his name. Another hit few months ago my only daughter i relay on, turned me away not longer communicating to me as usual. I have no where to turn except to our God the healer who only knows our wounds. God called me in the midst of my struggle to a ministry. I don’t see it yet, but I’m still trusting in him, the one true God of heaven. Isaiah 56:8 ” The LORD God who gathers the outcasts of Israel, says, ‘ Yet i will gather to him others besides those who are gathered to him. You never know how much your prophetic teaching is changing lives. This truly from God.
May God almighty continue to use you for his glory, may he strengthen you with all might according to his glorious power. To him all be the glory.
Thank you!
Hi Martha, such an awesome Scripture. Praying for you right now…may his glorious plans be revealed
Helen, truly it hurt indeed, when you choose to trust someone support in this ministry and it’s other way round…. Am in need of prayer right now for even my fiancee is not supporting m. …. And may God empower you and impact more wisdom to you
Sorry to hear that, Hunpevi, praying for you and your fiance now
The word about those who feel the people who should have protected them but have hurt them is spot on for me.Jesus has already started to draw me into a more intimate relationship with him. (I keep getting 2emails of the same blog, and if I make a comment I get an email to say’you seem to have already
said this’.Any idea what’s going on?)
Hi Susan, thank you. <3
I'm not sure what is happening re the blog - if you're receiving 2 emails let me know which addresses and we'll cancel one :-)
Hi Helen, I can really relate with this message.. I need prayer for restoration in my career… As regards my calling.. Still yet to understand.it.. If you can personalize it … I will be very grateful.. Thanks
Hi Charles, am praying for your right now for your career and role to be restored and upgraded
Hello Helen, thanks for the prayers.. I believe God will restore me back to my career with promotion to a new role.. God bless you ma
Thanks
charles
Amen Charles
I am from New Zealand. I read your message, just 1 hour before reading I was praying in tongues and in Spirit and uttered prophetically the same words you said, that the Lord will heal those who are wounded and care for them. 1 hour later, I open my email, I read your words. I was shocked.
I was repeatedly attacked in church that targeted my ethnicity and the core of my identity. I never expected racists in church, but they exist and are there. I faced this in several churches. As a result, I stopped going to church for many years. My issue is not against individuals, but against the spirit that did this as individuals can be influenced by demonic spirits. I hope God will protect me and enable me to return to ministry again in the future. Pray for me.
God can reestablish you again. Remember His calling upon your life is irrevocable Romans 11:29 For the gifts and the calling of God are not subject to repentance. So pick up from where you stopped. The Lord is with you.
Hi Kiwi (I’m also a Kiwi) I’m so sorry to hear that. We came from such a lovely multicultural church in New Zealand, and I’m sad to hear you have had a tough time. Jesus is a Redeemer and He’s redeeming the pain, He’s redeeming the years. He loves you and is calling you. Praying for you now
Dear Hellen, I just can’t describe how spot on this message fitted so perfectly in my situation. God forever be blessed for using you
Thank you Turinawe