As our prophetic journey unfolds, the enemy will attack us in the very area of our identity and destiny.
And sometimes, the very ones who should have been our protectors are the ones who have inflicted great pain.
If you can identify with that, Jesus wants you to know that your greatest encounter with Him is just ahead.
- You are right on time for a heavenly appointment.
- You will fulfil your calling
And you will lead many into a first-love encounter with Jesus (Rev 2:4). You will be known for revival.
Wounded in the Pursuit of Love
In Song of Songs chapter 5, we find the Shulamite in pursuit of her Beloved. Searching for him has taken her away from her bed, and out into the streets at night.
She is seeking the one who sought her first.
The Shulamite comes across a group of watchmen; night police and keepers of the city walls.
Their role is to look out for the residents of the city and their safety. They are employed as guardians and yet are perpetrators of the very evil they are supposed to be protecting her from.
‘The watchmen found me as they made their rounds in the city. They beat me, they bruised me; they took away my cloak, those watchmen of the walls!’ (Song of Songs 5:7 NIV)
They Held a Position of Trust
The Shulamite’s encounter with the abusive watchmen is a picture of those who are meant to be our protectors—and yet, one or more of them has hurt us along the way.
It may have been a parent, loved one; an overseer, a financial or medical advisor, a spiritual leader, or boss. It may have been someone in our own employ, ministry, or church.
They held a position of trust.
But instead of shielding us, they stripped away our covering, leaving us hurt and wounded.
If you can relate to this, the Holy Spirit is ministering healing to you through God’s Word. Jesus is wooing the wounded.
You didn’t expect the attack from that direction and it rocked you. But it couldn’t rob you of your resolve to pursue God’s Presence. And you kept going.
Now, you are emerging stronger and brighter. You are assured of your value; unwavering in your pursuit.
The residue of pain and shame is falling away, as you realize you are loved and desired by God! The King of the universe knows and calls you by name.
Hear Him say, ‘You are My beloved’.
Your Testimony is Being Revealed
“Nevertheless, make me this promise, you brides-to-be: if you find my beloved one, please tell him I endured all travails for him. I’ve been pierced through by love, and I will not be turned aside!” (Song of Songs 5:8 TPT)
The Scripture does not make light of the Shulamite’s wounds. The account is raw and honest. Yet still she continues to seek the one she loves—and adjures her friends to seek him too.
This is the very point at which those looking express utter amazement at how greatly she adores her Beloved!
‘How is your beloved better than others, most beautiful of women? How is your beloved better than others, that you so charge us?’ (Song of Songs 5:9 NIV)
Neither broken trust, nor the abuse of others, can hinder you from your life’s greatest calling—your love relationship with Jesus.
Your most powerful testimony is being revealed. The attention of many is going to be arrested by your tenacity and your love for God.
Now, the Song of Songs is about to reach its crescendo. The Shulamite will know her Beloved as never before.
Once Burned, but Now Emerging Glorious
This is not the first contemplation of the Shulamite’s trials.
As the Song of Songs begins, she tells us that her brothers—who should have been her caretakers—treated her harshly. They made her work without relief.
‘Do not stare at me because I am dark, because I am darkened by the sun. My mother’s sons were angry with me and made me take care of the vineyards; my own vineyard I had to neglect.’ (Song of Songs 1:6 NIV)
- She feels the stares of those looking at her with a critical eye
We read honesty, authenticity and courage. The past has left its mark, but her history will not keep her from her destiny.
She has been emotionally bruised; her self-esteem has been dented by those in her own family. And so, she withdraws.
But the call of the Beloved reaches her.
“Come out from your place of hiding! Let me hear your voice! How I long for you to be fully mine.”
“The shadows of the past are falling away as you come into the brightness of my new day” (See Song of Songs chapter 2).
Your Love is a Testimony
Are you recovering from weariness or burnout?
You are about to receive a greater revelation of God’s love for you, and your value to Him, than you have ever experienced before.
Just as the Shulamite found the gardens of her Beloved, you are discovering the intimate place of God’s Presence.
The pursuit is worth it.
You are emerging stronger, brighter, wiser.
And your story will stand forever, evidenced in the many others who have been won by your example of love.
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Helen Calder is a prophetic minister and writer, and founder of Enliven Ministries. Helen has a unique gift of equipping in prophetic ministry and prayer. She is known for Enliven Blog (est. 2009), an online resource that reaches thousands of people globally.

Hello Helen, thank you for obeying the voice of God. Because of your obedience many lives are being released from the grasp of the enemy. I thank God for you. This word in particular it’s bullseye for me. It’s confirmation!!! May God continue to give you wisdom, revelation knowledge and prophetic insight to help lead and guide His children. Thank you so much!!
Thank you Marisa, amen and amen/1
Hie Helen, Thank you so much for encouraging me with todays prophecy . Yesterday I was praying if I should join your ministry but I thank God Iam in the right place . May our Lord continue to use tou.
Thank you Lindiwe
This is so spot on, I’m actually in tears. I just came back from trying to get my mother moved away from my abusive father (he tried to kill her and himself again). The cops were called and he was released because he’s a really good manipulator. Anyway, he ended up manipulating my mother while I was moving her out and they both turned on me and my husband. I’ve always been weary of my dad because of the years of abuse, but it hurt for my mom to turn on me. I’m completely distraught and feel broken off from everyone in the family for trying to protect my mother. I feel like I was lured into a den of vipers.
I’m SO thankful for a consistent and loving God who never turns on me. He always has my best interest in mind and He always holds me close to his heart. I don’t know what I would do without His presence.
Thank you for the word today.
Oh Stephanie, that’s a very painful situation to be in! I am praying for you now, for a Heavenly download of Father’s love to be unleashed upon you, filling you, bringing comfort and strength. Also praying for overcoming in the area of spiritual warfare – and everything that needs to, to be supernaturally brought into the light.
Much strength to you <3
I appreciate that so much! Thank you!
Helen, you always hit a bullseye. Thank you for your kind heart and the beautiful way you unfold your ministry to the family of God. Blessings Sister!
This Word I Receive for myself I have endured all the slander by leaders in the church I’ve been looked over talked about misunderstood by my very own leaders at one time or another even in marriage but one thing I do as Apostle Paul would say I press towards the prize the high calling that’s in Christ Jesus though at times I didn’t understand how could one that’s been in God longer Than I treat those coming up under them with such jealousy, envy and strife Thank you Lord for keeping me sane and in your love.
Hi Ella, sorry to hear of all you’ve endured. Praying for you right now
Thanks Trish, thanks so much :-)
Thank you so very much Helen. You brought healing, strength and fortitude into my life thru this inspired, prophetic exposition.
I am really grateful and I pray that heaven waters, refreshes and replenish you abundantly with so much blessings.
Thank you.
Praise Ibe
Thanks so much, Praise
Very desireble and encouraging. I need more of these teachings.please more of these to me God bless you